The stupid side of me.
Saturday, May 21, 2011 | 0 comments
I AM USELESS, SO WHAT?
Alright, serious about it.
This year MYE sucks ttvm.
I don't know what i am doing..
I work hard on it, but came out i got this kind of results.
Seriously, i felt so disgraceful.
Wake up in the middle of the night everyday just to study.
Tired myself every night, eyes pain, not enough of sleep.
Where have all my effort gone to?
Down to the drain isn't it?
End up, i get nothing, but failures.
Even though there are still overall, i just can get a passed.
Means all grade 5. Such a failure isn't it?
Why not i just quit school?
What's the point studying so much and get nothing in the end.
Get scolding by parents, get look down by everyone including my friends.
So what if now i work hard on my EOY.
Its too late, MYE is more important though.
Who can i blame? No one, but myself.
Alright, EOY exam, maybe i shall not work hard,
and force myself to wake up in the middle of the night just to study anymore.
I shall flunk everything and retain.
Lets start all over again in sec3 life.......
You may be seeing me like, don't even care about failing, in front of you.
Right? But actually inside of me, i care more than you.
I am trying to stay strong when people use that kind of looks looking at me.
Like, "eeeyeerrrrr, why this girl so stupid in her studies?!"
Fine, i know i am stupid, not any better than all of you.
Cause i've no brain, i am less intelligence than all the people out there.
I won't care how others look at me right now, not anymore....
我没用，那又真样？
